i’ve always wanted to help people.  help the people who normal people won’t help. help the people who are most misunderstood. but the thing i’ve been forgetting all my fucking life is to help ME and help the people who are normal, every day people. to help my friends and family. to make people’s days a LITTLE bit brighter by just smiling and being POSITIVE. 

these are the things i HAVE to do while i’m alive.  these are the things i HAVE to do and CAN do and HAVE THE RIGHT AND QUALIFICATIONS AND EDUCATION to do for others while i’m pre-med and while i’m not yet a doctor.  

yeah, i don’t have a masters degree in nutrition, so i can’t become a nutritionist.  yeah, i don’t have a nursing degree, so i can’t become a nurse.  yeah, i don’t have a medical degree, so i can’t become a doctor.  yeah, i don’t have all these degrees and can’t become an EMT, medical assistant, clinical scientist, etc etc. 

i’ve been searching up so many jobs and there are SO many qualifications that are required of people to apply for so-and-so job. 

the one and only qualification that we ALL have, though is we are fucking human.  i am constantly forgetting this - i probably have forgotten this most of my life.  i’ve been concentrating on what degrees and qualifications and experiences i DON’T have and what i have to do in order to get there that i have completely forgotten that i have love and kindness in my heart that no one can take away from me.  we all have it and we all can do something with it.  the simplest smile can make someone’s day a lot better - when i look back on it, random people’s smiles have made my day better.  

i’m so frustrated with myself for not realizing this earlier. 

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"striving for beautiful: both inside and outside"

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the more i read and observe, the more i realize how corrupt america and the rest of the world is.  or maybe im realizing how possibly immoral and corrupt the human race in general is.  so what better reason is there than to be the best you can ever be? you can’t change others but you can change yourself and honestly, thats all that matters

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i went to a vegan japanese restaurant last night that served fiji water that had lemon and mint in it! it tasted like i was drinking candy - soo delish! <3 must start doing that with my water too :)

i went to a vegan japanese restaurant last night that served fiji water that had lemon and mint in it! it tasted like i was drinking candy - soo delish! <3 must start doing that with my water too :)

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clean eating for a week and 2 days

i’m on that healthy nutrient/fit high :) i haven’t felt this happy or confident for awhile and its only been a little over a week of clean eating! 

i hope i never forget this feeling and i hope i never go back to the slump i was in for the past few months.  its true that if u love urself it’ll love u back! <3 nurture urself!

keep going, keep improving, keep really living :)

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"love your body and it will love you back"

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"learn to appreciate the feeling of hunger. make it a statement to yourself that you are not sinning with gluttony and take the time to practice selflessness as you are fortunate enough to nurture yourself while millions around you can not"

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